Flight To Freedom

I wrote a short story the other day based on a dream. I found such lessons involved from the ability to have good things come my way based on allowing them in, to the obsticles when it’s about the "don’t want".

But – you can judge for yourself :)

Enjoy.

Flight To Freedom

A short story by Kira Wagner

It was late in the evening and, as the sun was setting, a few golden rays lingered on the distant mountainside. Skylar found her thoughts filled with the desire to feel the warmth of the sun and she began to move.

She was flying again. It was different this time. This evening she didn’t “think” about how to start or how it would look, nothing about how different she wanted it to be. Skylar just started moving toward the light.

Moving through the trees and the branches she kept going up when she noticed a few power lines. Compared to the myriad of branches in the trees, these were nothing

As she flew through the trees gravitating toward the fading sunlight Skylar found herself confronted with an intense maze of power lines, so thick she had to pull them apart. Using her hands to get through them she thought of the possibility of electrocution. But, nothing happened and she found herself surprised at that instant.

It was then that she noticed the power lines were all connected by very thin, sheer gauze. It was quite strong, so much so that she couldn’t tear it to get beyond it

Skylar could see the sunlight still brilliant in the distance.

She needed to get through this maze to get to the light. Wanting an opening it appeared before her. A huge gap suddenly existed between two of the heavy power lines so she simply flew through. Who was she to question the opportunity right in front of her?

As she continued upward, attempting to stay clear of any further obstacles, it grew very dark.

She was looking for the sun and couldn’t find it. She’d lost sight of it.

Suddenly Skylar was confronted with a ceiling – slatted boards and quite well made – but a ceiling all the same.

She had made it through obstacles before on other journeys but this – this one was different. She didn’t feel that she could get through this. She could feel her heart start to pound in her chest and even in the absence of the sun’s warming glow she began to sweat. It was as if her body began to thrum with the beat of a bass drum.

Skylar was afraid. She wasn’t going to make it through.

Then she heard a still small voice reminding her that she had made it before. Ever so gently it was reminding her to remain calm.

She knew there was a way if she just looked so she stopped flying around like a darting humming bird. Taking in a breath she saw it. In that instant, as she looked where she had last noticed the sun, there were three doors contained within a glass wall.

The sunlight was on the other side.

Her eyes were drawn to a massive, aged padlock lock on one of the doors. Momentarily she felt the fear that she would have to return…to go back.

In that instance she noticed the lock was on the door marked “in”.

There were two doors that led “out”. Both had a wide lever to open them that simply said “push”.

Noticing that the sunlight was stronger on the door on the left she moved forward toward that one, pushed on the lever and went through.

Once on the other side Skylar drank in the sun as it shone brilliantly against a bright blue sky. She basked in the air as it had that fresh spring morning smell of green grass, sweet spring flowers and that damp fragrance of sun evaporating the early morning dew.

Looking around she had the feeling that this was an anachronistic experience. As Dorothy said to Toto in the Wizard of Oz, “Toto, I don’t think we’re in Kansas any more.”

Somehow tonight’s flight took her “through” to a different place and time altogether.

It wasn’t that things really looked any different. In fact, in the distance she could see a sprawling city with cars filling the streets and lights promoting the myriad of businesses for the millions of people bustling about.

Now Skylar never went flying with anyone. She never talked about it. Her nocturnal flights had been just that—contained within that evening and all undercover of the starry night sky. So in that sense this whole experience was out of the norm but she wasn’t prepared for what she saw next.

She gazed up. Looking higher into the sky and she saw a hole. Skylar didn’t know what she expected after the ceiling she had just left behind but it wasn’t this. Here was a vast unfinished air duct. A hole was one thing. It could have been an anomaly like a black hole—she was well aware of the myriad of things she didn’t know but this? An air duct? In the sky?

She could see everything—the wood frame partially hidden behind white clouds, yellow insulation encased in brown paper on either side, the round silver tubing of the duct itself…and…an airplane that was flying into the tubing. A plane that appeared microscopic against the enormity of the air duct.

As she stared she found herself wondering what this was all about.

It was as if this were a part of life that challenged her saying, “Come, leave your journey and spend a lifetime figuring out why I’m here.”

It was then that she knew this was a mystery for another day, another time. It wasn’t important to know why the air duct appeared in this hole in the say. Nor was it wasn’t important, right now, to understand why that plane chose to take that route.

This was a mystery to explore another day.

Nothing mattered in that moment except the feeling of the warmth of the sun and the freedom in this moment to “be”.

Skylar wanted to share this feeling, this event with someone. She found herself thinking how wonderful it would feel to have someone join her in this experience. As she turned to fly home she noticed that the return trip seemed instantaneous compared to the journey toward the sunlight.

She had been thinking about Peter and the next thing she knew—she could see him standing there—off in the distance, playing with his granddaughter Susan.

Settling down on the sidewalk Skylar walked up to Peter telling him that there was something she wanted to share with him. She asked him if he would join her for “just a few minutes”.

Sending Emily up to the house they walked off across the street to a park surrounded by trees. It was quiet and no one in sight.

Reaching a grassy knoll Peter asked what this was all about and for a minute Skylar was afraid that it wouldn’t work with someone with her. Every previous flight had been when she was alone, at nighttime, everyone was around her was asleep.

Again a kind of peace that came over her, that calm sense of just “being” and she looked at the top of the trees seeing the stars in the distance and she was moving…up.

Level with the top of the trees Skylar stopped and hovered. Looking down at Peter she smiled asking him to join her.

At first a wistful smile played across his face. She knew that look – how often had she had it when there was something she wanted and yet didn’t believe she had the right to possess it.

Then she noticed a worried look in his eyes. She could hear his voice cut clearly though the silence as he said, “That’s not right, you shouldn’t do that”. He turned away to go home. He didn’t tell her to stop. He didn’t say to come back. He only told her she shouldn’t be doing what she was already doing.

She knew that he could do it. Skylar knew that he could fly too, and somehow she knew that he knew it.

She also knew that he didn’t want to. He never would fly because of his choice. His family couldn’t fly because they didn’t believe that they could. He wouldn’t leave them behind so he would never even try.

Skylar felt herself starting to drift back toward the ground

For a third time that evening she was afraid. Afraid this time that, she couldn’t fly, that if she continued to fly she would be leaving her family behind.

She realized she didn’t want to hurt anyone and she wanted the approval. In that instant, she knew that the desire for approval was the greatest obstacle she was facing. She knew that she didn’t need his approval to fly, she loved the feeling. She loved the freedom. She loved the warmth of the sun and always being able to feel it fill her with energy and life.

The sun warmed her skin and she felt secure in its “touch”. She loved the feel of the tree tops and running her hands through the leaves and branches. She loved the crystal clear view of the stars with nothing between us.

If she always had to have his or others approval she would never be free.

Skylar smiled then noticing she was till in the air. She had stopped descending.

As she watched Peter walk towards home he turned once and smiled. No words but a look that said everything and then she turned and flew away.

Skylar could fly and people could see her—or not—it didn’t matter any more. She knew it was about letting others choose their path, about being able to be one with the universe, to experience in a grand way, all of the joys that life has to offer.

She had allowed herself to accept her freedom.

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Doing Heartwork verses Hardwork

Have you ever noticed how much "hard work" is going on in the world today?

When you’re in the middle of doing something you really love, I mean your really passionate about it, do you think "whew, this is really hard work"?

Among other possibilities the word "hard" is often defined as "difficult", "not easy" or "dispassionate".

I’ve noticed over time that the concept of what is hard is passed on from generation to generation.

  • Work hard in school to get good grades (scholarship).
  • Work hard to get ahead (succeed).
  • Work hard now, play later.

Working hard involved some kind of frustration or desire for a different set of circumstances.

When we’re in the middle of an activity that we’re passionate about, or doing our heart work, time stands still, we take no heed of the energy we’re investing, we’re on a roll. Regardless of our circumstances we are free.

Pursuing our heart work allows us to experience the Divine. It allows us to be present, in the moment. I’m coming to realize that life, or more appropriately living, is about doing our heart work at all times. It’s about have a team doing their heart work.

When I’m sharing Freedom’s Formula, Global Connections Networking or Harmony Showcase, as a speaker or singer, from my heart, and letting others do their purpose – or job – we always have an incredible experience.

When I try to do someone else’s job (and I have) OR I am doing a job that someone else suggested I should do, at that time I find that;

  • I am out of alignment with trusting that it will all turn out perfectly as in – I am afraid of the results
  • I don’t believe that God will keep His Word
  • And ultimately I am afraid that I haven’t kept my end of the bargain…maybe I believe I should have done more or done it better or faster or whatever may come to mind

We all pay the price. And whatever is going on is truly HARD WORK!

Allow yourself to do your heart work first and it will never become hard work later.

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Inspiration / Video

Taking a Break: Sometimes the greatest service is the moment we take to share in the glorious victories or the humor in our lives – either near or far away. Below are a number of videos that will transport you for a moment. Enjoy them – as I did :)

The Free Hugs Campaign

This video chronicles the Free Hug Campaign, an uplifting campaign designed to bring people together and offer support in the form of no-questions-asked free hugs. This video goes to show that sometimes a hug is all we need.

The Evolution of Dance

Laughter is, indeed, the best medicine. This might be the funniest 6 minutes you have ever seen on the Internet! Remember how many of these dances you have done?

Can: Worlds Strongest Dad

Triathlon competition – the power of love!

Dick & Rick Hoyt – the story behind The Strongest Dad

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What’s the latest

So it’s been over a month since I’ve posted – in that time I’ve been to Yosemite, a conference in LA with The Marketing Mentors – Adam Urbanski, Las Vegas for the Sweet Adelines International Competition and watched my good friends and singing sisters in The Rich-Tone Chorus take their 4th International Gold Medal, spend an evening with T Harv Eker – The Millionaire Mind and begin to lay the foundation for Station MSFM where I will be sharing the ups and downs of making some freakin’ money and looking at approaching my next series of books and talking with Jean-Noel Bassiour writer of the book Space Patrol and journalist, about specific possibilities and methodoligies, preparing for a video demo with Speaker Services and the rest of life that is part of every day living.

As part of the Station MSFM I’m exploring and understanding how different tools work that will enhance my business, visability and bottom line . This includes the concept of Technorati tags that I still don’t have my hands around – and I’m working on it!

The next post will be the intorduction of Station MSFM, what it’s about and how it will help you.

Until then – MAKE IT A GREAT DAY!

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True Purpose

  • PLAYING POKER; I’m sitting around a card table playing poker with 5 guys, I think it’s poker since I’m not really a card player. I’m dealing and for a while it’s just cards as usual, then there is something about the types or significance of the cards and betting that one person has an unusual card. It’s not betting on the hand. One or two of the guys fold their hands and for some reason one of the other guys gets up from the table to go look at something. That is when I notice that the guy on my right is tossing cards under the table and one hits my ankle. We keep playing cards. I’m watching him to see if he does it again and how he does it without anyone catching on then there is another card on the floor. I look at him and bend down to pick them up. No one is upset that he did that – it’s more of a curiosity as to why he wanted to do it. He’s talking about wanting to keep those particular cards. There is something about the deck that we’re playing with the value of certain individual cards. I don’t think he is telling the truth but one of the other guys shows me a card that the face of it is printed over – I think it was the 10 of spades. There are two columns of “white space” on the right hand side of the card. In one of the columns he’s written some kind of reference number and says that he knows this guy is telling the truth. Then we’re looking at the cards that have been on the ground – one of them has – “$1,000,000″ written on it in TINY print. There are others with similar oddities on them. These particular cards are worth a lot of money.
  • THE LOVE OF SINGING; The next thing I know is that I’m at some kind of singing competition. All of these individuals are auditioning for some production, maybe it’s a commercial but it’s a public production. There is a conveyor belt that people are standing on and as they approach the mic it’s their turn to perform. Some of them are OK singers, some could benefit from a few months of voice lessons while others are good. No one is really over the top. My sister Gloria, who is about 30 something in the dream, is the judge of who will go on to do this project and I’m sitting there beside her. I’m afraid to tell her that I really want to audition. I’m thinking how it’s not like Sweet Adelines where the timing of everyones performance has to be exact to “win”- I know I can do this. I believe that if I ask her it will put pressure on her and there is something else bothering me but I don’t know what it is. It isn’t until I DO say something that it becomes clear that I believe she doesn’t want me to be there because she wants to be able to do this on her own. There is something in the project that is about “her” and her capabilities and if I’m there I’ll just dominate the scene. Part of me understands and is trying to support her and the other part of me is struggling because I know that I can do this then I realize that it isn’t about her. It’s about just doing it and taking the chance. (My sister passed away just before her 16th birthday in 1981)
  • DRIVING THROUGH THE RAIN; Then I’m at some place where it’s raining and we’re in a building talking about driving. We have to leave the place, maybe it’s a hotel, and as I look out the window the water is rising everywhere. I don’t know if it’s such a good idea but I know we have to leave. As I’m watching I am aware that there is only one road to leave town. As people are driving they go through an area where it’s below water level. I watch as a white mini-van drives and the water is almost over the roof. It is only a short distance when it comes out the other side. Then I’m in some kind of school bus, we realize that several of the window are down and we have to close them before we get to that low spot in the road. I’m concerned because one of the windows closes from the top down because it’s not really sealed. I’m looking at the air space between the bottom of the window and the frame and the scene changes.
  • REMEMBER TO CALL YOUR MOM; The next thing I know is that I’m somewhere and I have a long coat on and in the pocket is my mom’s cell phone. We (all I know is that I’m not alone) are trying to figure out where she might be and finally I drive up to…somewhere and she is there. Somehow we had gone different ways and I had her phone in my pocket so she couldn’t call me. (My mom passed away the end of May this year)
  • PASSING THE TEST; Then I’m BACK at the building where the card game was and standing in some kind of hallway while there is one person standing at a big chalkboard writing answers to questions they are being asked. It’s a multiple choice series of questions. As each person finishes they are told how they did then they erase the board and call the next person into the room. I’m walking around still in the hall/foyer. There is a door that leads to a garage that is standing open. I see a small black convertible drive in and the car has some pink flame like decals on the sides. I go out to see whose car it is but by the time I get through the doorway the owner has parked the car and is gone. In the meantime another person I know, JN is parking her car; she gets out and uses some kind of remote control to drive it into some kind of storage area. The wall of the parking space in front of her rises and the car drives inside. She’s concerned that it will hit the front bumper so she goes in to check on it and it’s fine. I’m thinking that it’s pretty cool to have a remote control to park your car so one doesn’t have to worry about being able to get out of the car AFTER it is parked in some tight spot. I go back in the hallway because it’s going to be my turn directly. I’m standing in front of some kind of counter and looking at a decanter – actually looking through the decanter to the glowing tiles on the wall. I’m semi caught up in how the different colors and glass make patterns of light and texture as well as being aware that I can see through the door to the chalkboard where the person going before me is writing the answers to the test. I’m afraid that I won’t pass. I find myself trying to memorize their answer sequence feeling guilty because it’s cheating while at the same time knowing that it won’t help because I know their questions and mine will be different. As I walk into the room I know that the questions will be about what I owned from the movie, Peaceful Warrior, things that I’ve learned in studying Authentic Reiki (R) aka The Radiance Technique, what I’ve understood from the Bible as well as what I believe. I’m supposed to know all of these answers and I am afraid that I won’t pass the test.

So one of the reasons that it’s been so long since I’ve posted anything – I realized that since I’ve started putting these up – I believe that I’m “supposed” to have something to contribute every day. I will be letting people down if I don’t. The two nights prior to this dream have netted me a total of two pictures.

  • First one three nights ago is that I’m looking at myself crawling around on the floor with some big, thick soled shoes on and thinking about how uncomfortable those would be to walk in.
  • The second night I am sitting talking to a man in clown face make-up.

All of this after more than a week of dreams where I would wake up and not be able to come up with one word.

I’m not sure what all of this is saying yet. I know it has to do with one path – I just don’t see the whole picture right now.

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Laughter is the best medicine

I’ve had a discussion recently with different folks about an old recording with Jim Baccus and he’s laughing in a restaurant. By the end of it – you almost couldn’t help yourself but laughing along and I wished that I had the recording today.

On the other hand – I have been asked before to visit theaters and other events to … laugh. I love to laugh. I feel good and energized when I do. So a couple of weeks ago I was with my marketing mastermind group and we had gone to dinner. One of my friends who owns a business where it’s all about the A-HA factor called Epiphanies, Inc. had set his phone to record and ended up with 10 minutes of laughter and comments among the group – actually mostly me.

Today I needed some laughter energy and proceeded to set up the best 4 minutes to share with you. In it you may hear how a woman in labor laughs, a sanitation district employee, a dog, an undersea diver, a Nun – plus a few others.

If it makes you laugh – I’m glad. Share the joy and smiles with a loved one!

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Who says it’s impossible?

The world is full of zanies and fools – who don’t believe in sensible rules and don’t believe what sensible people say – and just be cause the dewy eyed dopes keep building up impossible hopes …
"Impossible" things are happening every day!
Compliments of Rogers and Hammerstein’s Cinderella

It seems to me that the words "impossible", "can’t" and "inconceivable" ought to be stricken from the English language. Or to quote another notable :) "I do not think it means what you think it means." So said Inigo Montoya to Vizzini in The Princess Bride.

We have example after example of walls being torn down, boundaries being expanded and knowledge being challenged and changed every day. There are programs out there by the score that dare us to challenge our belief system – look deeply into what is "true" and as more and more of us do that – what was "true" yesterday – isn’t today.

Even the Bible tells us that… "with God all things are possible". There may be those reading this that would say that it’s a figure of speech – I say it means exactly what it says. When I have the power of God on my side (I’m acting from Love) then I can do anything. It’s my belief that keeps me from doing — whatever it is that I’m challenged to do. And yes, many of the beliefs that I carry are rooted in traditional acceptance of what I’ve been taught.

I would hope that today you all begin to believe that anything is possible – in a most glorious, loving way!

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On a Roll

OK so today’s entry is really short – I had a blast updating my web site today! There have been a number of individuals that have helped me and as the days go by I’ll be talking about them :) Feel free to comment – or not – on what you think about the site! Click here to check it out – Freedom’s Formula!

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Planes and Trains and Automobiles

  • I’m living in an apartment or ??? on the 15th floor – and working on getting things organized. At one point I’m looking at 4 different bicycles in Dan’s room. Ar another point in time I am going to sit down and there is a couch and a chair (there is other furniture too but these are the two pieces that stand out) the chair is like an old folding chair and has the padding torn off, it’s not like it is frayed or anything it’s just bare metal and it’s bright yellow. I’m looking at the chair and I know that I don’t want to sit there so I look around and there is a couch. The couch is covered in red much like the stretch covers you buy for automobile seats. I go over to it and sit down and it’s very comfortable.
    At one point I remember thinking about the fact that I have a heliport on the roof and I’m thinking about the how strong it is and how much weight the roof can hold.

We spent a lot of time traveling this weekend and talking about business and how we would travel and I think that this is all part of that – a sense of sorting through it all and needing to complete getting things cleaned up.

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Down on the Farm

  • Last night I dreamed that I was in some town there were some guys working on our farm equipment and other people working in a field of … something? Corn maybe – maybe they were sun flowers. All I’m really sure of here is that they were fairly tall plants. I’m walking through the area wearing a blue dress with the white and blue sweater and I’m bare foot.  I’m also not walking alone – there’s a guy with me – it seems that it was PW. I’m looking for a girl that I know has taken off and when I find her she is upset that "he’s coming". She doesn’t want to see him. I’m talking to her telling her that it’ll be OK – once she sees him they can work things out and she’ll be able to move on but she doesn’t believe me. It isn’t like she is hysterical or anything – it’s more that her countenance is heavy. I wake up as she sits down.

So this one I actually looked up some meanings to see what is out there and the field – whether it is corn or sunflowers is a sign of prosperity – with respect to the sunflower it is also about spirituality. It’s interesting to note that the barefoot search gave me two opposite ideas – either difficulties to overcome or a light hearted playfulness. I actually think that there is a more of the latter – the former, difficulties, are about just trusting the journey and the desire to have it all yesterday :)

I think that the girl is another part of me and that there is still something to look at inside that once I really confront it I’ll own it and be done with it.

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